why i hate christmas!!!

i hate Christmas! i cant even enjoy it. i get so stressed out after thanksgiving that i have to save up money to buy Christmas presents for 7 people in my family my wife all 4 parents and then we choose 2 people on both side to buy for. and then we have friends? oh man so i try to stretch my money as far as it will go and then i feel like my presents are never good enough since 90% of the people i know are in a better situation than i am. work is hard for me right now and there is nothing i can do it about it. i just we could save each other all the stress and just focus on spending time with the ones we love. and since service is about all i can do i wish also the we can serve each other and learn to let people serve us.and most of all remember the whole reason the holiday was even invented, to focus on the birth of Jesus Christ our savior and what he did in live and that he atoned for our sins. that would be great if we all could do that!!!........ thanks

the rainbow during the rain

i don't know if you guys have ever heard the saying "when it rains... it pours!!!. well i feel like that sometimes in my life like its raining and i think to myself ''its OK you get through it " and it seems right when i think that it storms, thunders, and lightnings and class 5 hurricanes rip through my life!!.... OK really i don't have it that bad but sometimes i feel like that. it feels like there is nothing but mud all around me and i think to myself " i hate the rain i could live with out it in my life!!" but it always seems when i think that my thoughts are broken up with my wife say "bubba come look at this beautiful rainbow!!. OK if you can t figure out what I'm talking about ill tell you! life is full of problems (rain, thunder, lightning, and sometimes class5 hurricanes) and its at those times i feel like giving up on everything in life and just having a break down because i don't know what to do, and for some reason my wife can always see through my rain and clouds and see the rainbow!. i love my wife some days she is the only thing that keeps me going. she is always is there for me and always love me no matter what i say or do. i don't know what i would ever do without her. sometimes i think she shows me my rainbows and sometimes i think she is my "beautiful rainbow" i love her so much!!!!!!..........who is your beautiful rainbow or the one showing you them??

why do people care so much...... about nothing?!

i have noticed in the in the last couple of weeks as traci and i have been people watching (our favorite activity) that everybody (even myself sometimes) are so concerned about what other people do in thier lives. i mean we focus so much on other peoples petty problem or the choices they are making that we dont take the time to take a good look in the mirror and focus on our problems or making sure we are making good choices in our lives. why do we as people find joy in life by putting other people down. why cant we lift eachother up and support them in the choices they are making. i challenge eveybody to try atleast once a day to lift someone up and support them no matter how dumb you think their choice might be, and i challenge you please please just to be happy that your loved ones are happy no matter what their choices are!

why are friends like belly buttons you really only have one a whole lifetime!!!

why is it that as many people that you meet in this whole wide world ,that we can never really make true and ever lasting friends.i mean dont get me wrong we all have friends but sometimes it just seems that we cycle through our so called "friends" and it seems that you can only have one at a time. no matter how hard you try it just seems like you just cant keep them around. well and a big factor is if you are like me and your friends are your life (friend needy) i love hanging out with new people or in big groups!!! and i know i am not always a good freind and i dont always treat my friends the way they should be treated (which is sometimes a good thing lol) so i hope to make many more friends and keep in close touch with the ones i have

the bubba show

we were hanging out with smitty last night (he use to work with me) but he brought up "the bubba show" (smitty made up the name). so i guess i would come into work in the morning and start "the bubba show" . so basically i guess while we were working i would run my mouth off about movies i had seen or what i had done the evening before, or what people are doing with their lives and what i thought about it, or tell funny stories about friends family or past co-workers. i think he found it all funny and said i should own my own talk show. (so basically the only talents i have is framing and running mouth,so im going to try the bubba show on blogspot to let everybody know whats new with me and to me. tell me what you think! k?